...HOME?

How is it possible to feel so out of place in the home I grew up in, with the family I will always belong to?

I guess it's just me... I've grown so used to the independent life I've been living for almost 3 years now that my stay here is proving to be difficult for me, in some ways. Don't get me wrong though. I love spending time here and I am well taken care of... but at the end of the day, I just feel a little sad. Straying from my comfort zone is not the best thing and I am hoping that things will start to become normal again soon.

I can feel an avalanche of CHANGE coming again. It seems as though everything is changing around me and yet I'm still in the same place I've always been. And I feel I've written these words before. That's how stagnant I have become.

What's next, only God knows. But I am hoping my future begins soon. Until then, I'll be enjoying the present.